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Quality time for Creativities

Creativity is an ability to create unique and different things and original concept. Sometimes i guess you ever think you are not creative, but it's wrong minds If you think you cannot be creative. Actually you can make it happen and thinking well to be creative. And now, surely you ask in your minds, HOW TO BE CREATIVE?. The ways are very many that you can do, but not to force you to think too much but not doing many things. It is useless to find the quality time for creativities.In the first If we can say it, we should prove it and like the quote "talk less do more". Do research is more important so you can get the ideas and description to find your concept how it is. Then, you see the creativity of someone that can inspire you to be creative or if you have times, you can visit or talk to someone about his/her experience so you can get more knowledge about his/her experience. Browsing in internet is good too, because there are more information that you can find from this as your reference news. The last, you gather your concept and also  finish your part or arrange the plan with your friend if you do your concept in group. You make the concept in one and build it in your creativity to be able to present with others. ^...^

I always think negative about myself " why i always do mistakes and not perfect?, why i cannot be creative like other people?, why i cannot be like them "being creative"?, what if you wanna be creative, you should be smart? but now i try to make it positive thinking. If i try to think it is difficult it will be really really difficult"  . and it's truely. Sometimes it makes me stressed and under pressure because i cannot do everything my best for my results. My thinking is opened, because i'm reading some books, speaking freely with my friends, browsing in internet, follow the contest, and doing many activities that can make myself being creative. You are human that have a brain that can think many things and you can make it come true if you wanna try hard. The key for being creative is yourself. You should know yourself and not blame yourself, it cannot change many things. But You should improve and prove it with people around you, so people cannot think you are in one eyes, but two eyes ^...^ Believe it and motivate yourself that you can do it many things. Sorry if i just say it in easy words but you should ensure what yourself can do. Wanna make new changes, you should try, Don't be afraid before doing it because you never don't know if you are afraid first. Try Best!! Best Friends

Is it Bad day or Good Day??

I don't know how to begin my story  from where again, today i'm so sad but feel happy too....In the first i'll tell the good day. It's being together my friend. She helped me when i felt confused. She learned me to be calmed down to face my problems. She motivated me to finish everything and never think that the work is difficult even she learn me to be multi talented that we are as human be able to do everything and make it happened if we are sure and try hard. So build your minds to have a patience.

The suck days begin to come in my life. I cannot survive and spend my days for focusing in my job with my international partner from Japan, Korea, Hongkong, Taiwan, and China even client from Indonesia. How to finish it step by step for all of them. I should serve well my customers and delivery the orders from the each country that they choose. I began stressed to manage my day from where because i have many responsibilities that i must finish well. I don't wanna make everything messed up or dissapointed someone in my bad works. I try hard but i'm always careless.

The relax day is far always from me.. In one side, there are many clients waiting me to finish what they wanted, but in other side, my daddy needs my help him to keep the shop. Besides, i must train for my contest with my bestfriends, We should make our performance being unique and  make a show like "it's our show that we never feel it again, just one chance to reach our dream". Also, i should spare the time to make it my dream to come true in my private course, learn and study well in college and finish my many tasks that makes me dizzy and being sad in my self if i do wrong. I will feel guilty inmyself coz i make everyone around me feel dissapointed with my mistakes or my carelessness. So what should i do now??. As my bestfriend said, i should be tough and keep spirit to face it well, because this is the beginning and you should begin in smiling face to improve yourself. If you wanna be successful, you will get many responsibilities more than that you feel it now. I'm a bit amused by her advice. I begin to do with her advice to give a smile to other people around me, whereas my feeling is so afraid, worried, stressed, unhappy, confused, and dizzy  I'm not perfect like a God, i'm just ordinary girl that need to be relax time and lose the careleness in my days. I wanna do my best but i always be wrong to them, i don't know why they felt like that, whereas i try hard to make them happy, but they keep unhappy and unsatisfied with everything that i did. T.T

I want to shout loudly in a grassy meadow. I need freedom and happy life. How to get it well??. I guess all of you will know my personality like what. but i wrote to lose my stressed, maybe it will be less and then i keep fighting to face this job experiences

Hmn...I need daddy right nowww....I don't know what terms of order in daddy's shop.
Daddy went business trip for 10days to China now. There are some jobs that he did with their partner. My responsibility become many and many. In college, there are many tasks that i must finish expecially mini essays, team and project management and intercultural communication to promote other country for people. Also in contest, i have tasks to write the articles and promotion essay in one of website. I wanna try many things but i guess i should waste one by one and focusing to help my daddy before i make him dissapointedT.T

Hoaaaa.....I almost forgot to my little responsibilities to be like housewife works. Such as washing clothes and dishes, scrubbing and folding clothes, sweeping and mopping floors, cooking, and the last is feeding my beloved cat...

God, please give me to be strong to face the responsibility like this. Keep spirit, Yuli!!!

Hidup yang penuh makna part 2

Kini, aku berdiri disamping di depan komputer, merenung apa yang kulakukan dan apa yang akan aku hadapi nanti. Aku berpikir keras, dimana salahku dan apa kelemahanku, sehingga aku dapat mengubah sesuatu menjadi lebih indah dari sebelumnya, walaupun itu memerlukan waktu dan perasaan yang mendalam untuk bertekad mengubahnya semua. Kekuatan pikiran pun menguasai semua alur ceritaku untuk mengubah semuanya perlahan-lahan.

Perjalanan hidupku kali ini adalah kisah manusia yang tidak sempurna yang tidak lain adalah diriku sendiri sebagai manusia yang terlahir di dunia ini. Kisahku dimulai pada hari ini, aku libur kuliah dan aku mengenyangkan tidurku yang lelap hingga jam 12 dan terbangun jam 1 siang. Aku pun memulai hari0hariku dengan mencuci baju, bekerja untuk pacar kakakku dalam mempromosikan produk yang ditawarkan. Hingga akhirnya sore hari. Aku merasa waktu hidupku berjalan dengan sangat cepat dan aku tidak tahu harus bagaimana lagi untuk menghentikannya. Aku pun hanya berteriak keras kenapa Tuhan tidak menghentikan waktu sejenak dan aku berusaha untuk menyelesaikan semuanya dengan baik, apakah dunia ini tidak adil padaku?

Aku pun tetap berusaha dan berusaha untuk menyelesaikan hariku pada hari. Namun tetap saja waktu tidak berhenti dan membuatku untuk menyelesaikan semua pekerjaan dengan sangat baik dan tanpa cacat. Aku ingin sekali fokus terhadap apa yang aku sukai, aku ingin sekali bertemu Tuhan dan memeluknya dan berkata, akhirnya aku berhasil. Tapi apakah aku mampu? aku saja sudah melupakan dirinya melalui aktivitas yang kulakukan sehari-hari. Hatiku sedih, kenapa semakin hari ketika aku mulai dewasa, pikiranku hanya tertuju pada kehidupanku, bukanlah Tuhan. Padahal dulu ketika aku masih anak-anak, aku masih dekat dalam pangkuan Tuhan dan sekarang aku bahkan pun tak bisa melihat bayangan Tuhan dan merasakan kehadirannya dalam hidupku. Kadang aku rasanya ingin mengakhiri hidupku karena aku merasa jauh dariNya sehingga banyak cobaan yang mendatangiku.

Entah ini cobaan ataukah perbuatan yang harus kutanggung dari kesalahanku padaNya yang meninggalkannya dan memilih yang lain. Aku merasa lelah di dunia ini. Penuh dengan manusia yang bermuka-muka dan kadang kala membuatku sakit hati atas apa yang mereka perbuat, yaitu memanfaatkan segala kebaikanku termasuk orang yang mulai kusukai. Ia pun sama dengan mereka yang berhati busuk yang membuat hatiku terluka akan perbuatan mereka. Aku merasa mereka baik hati, tapi mereka ternyata bukan orang yang baik. Haruskah aku tetap berusaha berada pada lingkup mereka, ataukah aku memutuskan untuk pergi dan lari jauh dari segala terpaan kejahatan yang akan mereka berikan padaku.

Aku hanya dapat pasrah dan merasa sedih akan segala sesuatu yang aku lakukan, apakah aku punya salah dengan mereka, sehingga mereka melakukan hal tersebut padaku. Haruskah aku membalas semua kejahatan mereka dengan tetap tersenyum. Dunia ini memang sungguh membingungkan. Aku hanya dapat menuliskan segala kesedihanku melalui hidup yang penuh makna ini. Tuhan, aku mohon bawa aku lari sekarang juga dari dunia ini. Rasa bersalah ini, bisakah Kau hilangkan sehingga sedikit kesedihan itu hilang.

Di sisi lain, walau ada kesedihan dibalik itu semua, ternyata ada kebaikan juga. Walau kesedihan itu masih mengisi relung hatiku, namun kesenangan juga ada. Pada saat itu, aku menunggu angkutan merah untuk pergi ke rumah temanku. Tetapi semua angkutan merah penuh dan tidak ada yang bisa aku naiki untuk sampai di tempat temanku. Lalu ada seorang ibu-ibu yang menawarkan kebaikannya. Pertama kali aku pikir, ibu itu adalah orang yang ada niat yang jahat dariku, karena aku tidak mengenalnya dan ia pun tidak mengenalku, tetapi ia dengan baik hatinya menawarkan bantuan untuk mengantarku sampai tujuan. Aku pun tersentak kaget dan tetap mengikuti alurnya dan ternyata benar, ibu itu adalah orang yang baik hati. Apakah itu Tuhan yang berwujud manusia, yang mau dengan baik hatinya mengantarku sampai tujuan?? Kadang aku berpikir, di Jakarta kota metropolitan ini, sudah sangat jarang orang yang baik hati dan mulia seperti ibu tadi. Pastinya orang-orang tersebut di Jakarta kota padat ini pun kadang ada yang mencari kesempatan yang ada dibalik itu semua. Tetapi ternyata aku bersyukur bertemu dengan ibu itu. Karenanya aku bisa sampai tujuan dengan baik dan tepat waktu tanpa harus menunggu berjam-jam. Terima kasih Tuhan